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I don't know why, but in the recent past whenever I have thought of writing on my blog, the first word/ thought that has come to my mind is 'death'. The first time it happened I thought it might have something to do with the borderline depression I was going through. But I think the real reason is that it is this blog that is dying a slow death. I know I do update it more frequently than a lot of other bloggers around me, but it still doesn't feel the same. And I am not liking this feeling. It's my little baby. I don't know what to do...