Mixed Emotions

He got married!

I thought I was over him but who was I kidding. One SMS: “just check out all the news channels, fuckin’ yummy he looks in that sehra! :'("
And there I was running to the other room while I had my router unplugged so that I don’t sway and concentrate on studies. But one look and I was floored. That smile was there again. He was dancing! OH MY GOOODDD!!!! “Saw it man! Fuck yummy he is!”
He's maaaaariiieeeed! Uh! I was happy to see him happy. But he is married and that makes me a little sad. I don’t know what to do! I wanna hug him!! :( :(

He Used To Be...

This blog of mine is over four months old now and in all this while I have mentioned him only once. Just ONCE! Abhishek Bachchan – the man I drooled over for so long! Still remember all the posts I dedicated to him on my old blog. Still remember the space I’d given him on my cupboard. Still remember all the pseudo whistles I maroed at him in theatres. I survived the three hours of KANK for his sake. Could not get over his Koffee With Karan interviews for days. Stood up for him when he started sporting long hair and people had weird things to say about him. Dreamed about him too!
But now, things have changed. He will be a married man by this Friday. Not that that status of his is too much of a concern per se but it is certainly having effects. Most importantly, that doll has made him just like herself – cold! I haven’t seen him smile in ages. And forget drooling over, I don’t even like people who don’t smile. Shouldn’t he have known that? I mean, I did not crib about his wedding even once; and this is what I get. No nice fun interviews, no Dus/Bluffmaster type movies with hot dance numbers in them, and no free kisses for me via the TV cameras. Uff! What a bummer!
He sits cold with that shady credit card ad, Dhoom 2, and the new high-on-weirdness Motorola ad and I wonder where that guy I fell in love with went.

So if he’s gonna be this boring, I might as well find a substitute. Any suggestions, people?

Just wanna wish him a happy married life. Get success, do whatever….don’t become fat and at least leave scope for me to say that he was once a man I liked and raved about. It’s the bloody smile that I went bonkers over...WTF!

AB Again

So what if Gurukant Desai didn't look hot? He looked cute in his younger years. And the man has some personality to be what he was!

I liked everyone's acting in the movie. Ms To-be-Bachchan was also ok. Approved!

And Bachchan of course is still hot. :P